There is a reason that you chose and were chosen to participate in the grand unfolding and Great Awakening. It is partly due to your insight and strength. What these traits lead to is impatience, and it is this impatience that is most troubling for you.
What will be beneficial for you now is a strengthening and practice of whatever it is that you excel at. If it is art, then pick up a paintbrush, or whatever tool is favorable. If it is building or music or movement, then include...